As I walk Here
Here where is No SEER
You look afar at
me as if I am
Yet – The waving of
My Arms as the MILLS
of the WIND
Is a Wave that

But you Only See
Me Waving because
Close to you to

HERE is too Much
of You to
HERE Moves as You
so you Do Not HEAR

HERE is Where
If you Seek IT
You have missed it
If you feel it
it is not HERE
If you SEE it –
it is a MIRROR –
Reflecting all back
in REVERSE So Real
you WILL Believe it

Who is Worthy of
HERE But He Who
is HERE.

Here is ALL
but for the Fool –
Only Reflects All –
as the Fool

Here is Always Waving
In the WIND
In the RAIN
and In your PAIN
Like the Breath
taken for granted
until it Fails

Here cannot be explained
It is what all
see as INSANE



How can I be Here and There, which is Here?

I will explain this within an experience I’ve had within the dimensional existence:

I left my body to enter the dimensional-existence to ask the White-Light some questions, as we decided to go directly to the ‘source’ of existence, so to speak – for clarification with regards to the nature of existence.

Chief was in my body – sitting next to Bernard, having a coffee and cigarette with him.

I stood before the White-Light within the dimensional-existence, the White-Light which we then, at that stage, thought to be ‘God’. The White-Light – which was manifested as a Great White Wall that stretched infinitely.

As I stood before it – about to ask some questions with regards to what the Hell was going on within the Dimensional existence with regards to how it was accepted and allowed to exist, as well as with regards to Earth – why Heaven’s status was no different to that of Earth’s – when suddenly – I saw Bernard standing before me as the White Light for a slight moment. Then only blackness, from which ‘Masters’ sitting on a Podium of Red and Purple structure emerged.

What I did not know, was that as I was approaching the White-Light within the dimensional-existence; is that, that same moment – Bernard decided to ‘bring the White-Light’ into him, as him, to find out – what the White-Light really actually is, through standing equal and one as it, bringing it into him and as him. Because he realised that the White-Light was still a separate-manifestation – and within this, realised – why ‘go there’ to ask it a question – simply bring it here as himself and ask directly as himself.

So in standing before the White-Light, about to ask the question – that was the moment Bernard in the Physical, with Chief in my body sitting next him – stood as the White-Light in and as himself – wherein within the act, in that moment of doing so, standing as the White-Light = I saw him in the dimensions as the White-Light before me.

All of this – happened suddenly, and quite unexpectedly, because here I was – expecting to speak to ‘God’, the ‘White-Light’ for some clarification with regards to the nature of existence – when the truth of the White-Light, of ‘God’ revealed as being but ‘Masters’ – dimensional beings – orchestrating the entire operation as the White-Light, which was only a Programmed-design.

How/why the ‘White-Light’-design ‘disappeared’ – in that moment when Bernard took it into him, standing equal and one as it – was because the White-Light-design was ‘energy-based’, and thus not equal and one as sound as what Bernard stood as, as Sound, equal and one. Thus, the ‘White-Light’s’ ‘truth’ revealed – because ‘energy’ is not Sound equal and one – and thus, it simply no more exist, because the ‘energy’ itself transform into Sound = and thus = disappear. Because Sound is that which Stand Here – and energy cannot stand in/as that which is Here, because energy is a ‘movement created through friction’ as separation. Through this = the ‘truth’ of the White-Light revealed as it being but a programmed-design of energy and not an actual manifestation of equality and oneness as Life as Sound.

So, to give perspective of how Bernard was able to stand before me as the White Light within the dimensional-existence, while actually being here in the physical:

Within Bernard, for example – in the Physical – in that moment, applying the physical-act of standing equal and one as the White-Light, the White-Light manifested in and as the dimensional-existence – this act of doing so – is done Here. Within the realisation that ‘everything and everywhere is Here’. Meaning that – within and as each one – all of existence as what we perceive to exist ‘out there’ as what we see with our human physical-eyes – exist Here as ourselves also, equal and one.

So – with the White-Light, manifested ‘there’ within the dimensional-existence – which exists Here within and as Bernard, for example – thus, the White-Light being manifested ‘there’ as here – this is why – I could see Bernard standing as the White-Light within the dimensional-existence, the exact same moment he stood as the White-Light equal and one in the Physical. So, the equal and one act of standing as the White-Light in the Physical – could be directly seen and experienced within the dimensional-existence as I stood before the actual-manifestation of the White-Light.

The same with, for example – me being able to communicate with the dimensional-beings. Because the dimensional-existence is here in and as me – Lilly, for example – may be in and as a Human-Being in Italy or Rome. Here in and as me – I communicate with her directly – I don’t have to ‘go out of my body to Italy/Rome to where she is to communicate with her – she’s here in and as me – as I am here in and as her.

Thus – we’re always actually only Here: No matter ‘where’ I am = I am Here. Yes – you may be situated within a certain position within this physical-manifest existence, though realise – that within that position, that allocation, the ‘where you are’: Is Here – because you’re Here. And within and as you that is Here – exist all and everything and everyone as existence. Thus is the reason why, for example – Bernard is here in the physical, standing as the White-Light that is Here as him – and I could see him standing as the White-Light within the dimensional-existence = Because he in that moment – stood as the White-Light as Here – which manifested as him in the physical, and in the dimensional-existence in the same moment.

Thus – ‘I am Here, as ‘there’ – which is Here’. A practical example:
I am Here as the White-Light in the physical, which is manifested ‘there’ in the dimensional-existence – but because it’s Here as me equal and one – I am ‘there’ as Here as the White-Light within the dimensional-existence.

Another example – is me being able to communicate with Bernard, while I’m in the dimensional-existence – he standing before me in the dimensional-existence, while he’s communicating with another being in my body in the Physical.
For example: I’d be communicating with him in the dimensional-existence, he being there with me – though not through ‘leaving his body’, but through the Principle of Here: Everywhere is Here, I am Here, thus – I am everywhere as Here. So – he’d for example speak to me in the dimensional-existence, while having an entirely different conversation with the being in my body, while I’m in the dimensional-existence. And then, when I’d return to my body – sitting/standing before him in the physical directly = he’d speak the exact same words as what he spoke to me within the dimensional-existence. So – he’s Here – equal and one – in the physical as the dimensional-existence. Because in being Here – in actuality, in fact – standing equal and one as Here, wherein everything and everywhere is Here as you – you’re Here as existence and can thus, for example – be Here with me in the dimensional-existence, speaking specific words, while being here in the physical = and speak the exact same words.


Common Sense vs. Logic

Note: In relation to the term Self-Honest Common Sense, please relate to the ‘ultimate’ definition of Self-Honesty as Life, whereby Self = Life = All = Equal.

i am defined by that to which i am attached

fixed opinion, justification is necessary

definitions exist so that i may exist

no attachment – as change is the only constant

no opinion – only self-expression as the moment one and equal

up the onion
yet another onion layer

no definition
deaf inition

change is dangerous – because change threatens my definitions, attachments, opinions, therefore it threatens me.

change exists as evolution – i change, therefore i become better

change is not an act
change is – as the only certainty

will i direct myself to change as life
or will i allow myself to be changed into yet another system?

choise exists
i am defined by my choices

no choice – life does not choose to be life

if i just make my box big enough, i can be free

freedom exists only of self as life – as who i am of life

freedom exists only from the starting point of self within and as self-honesty

SYSTEM COMMON SENSE fears the unknown – thus it evolves into and as that which is already known

LIFE is the unknown (COMMON SENSE)
SELF-HONEST common sense dares the unknown

SYSTEM exists within and as oneness and equality – yet it is not aware of oneness and equality – instead it exists in polaritiy (upper-lower etc) which is COMMON SENSE for and as the system.

LIFE exists within and as oneness and equality within and as awareness of oneness and equality. thus oneness and equality OF LIFE is SELF-HONEST COMMON SENSE.

the others come first when it´s about blame & judgement

self comes first when it´s about profit/attainment/achievement

self first
as self is all as one as equal of life
there exists nothing that is not of self as all as one as equal

awareness is considered and defined as attainment or higher purpose separate from self and is looked up to and desired – without the realization that awareness in separation leads to yet more separation

or – separation is even desired – so that one may become better/ more aware/ enlightened/ wiser than others – without realizing that separation occurs within self

awareness is here as self
self-awareness as the law of self and the natural beingness and hereness of life
awareness is self-awareness within and as the awareness of self as all as one as equal of life

within and as self-awareness LIFE allows no separation within self and all as self

SYSTEM COMMON SENSE is conditional, conditioned and conditioning

COMMON SENSE OF LIFE is none of the above – it is unconditional as life
SELF-HONEST COMMON SENSE in application is unconditional – never conditional, conditioned or conditioning

SYSTEM COMMON SENSE can be bought and/or attained and is used to validate, justify and sustain the system

SELF-HONEST COMMON SENSE is priceless and cannot be attained but only self-realized – and is used to support and honor LIFE as all as one as equal of life

SELF-HONEST COMMON SENSE serves no purpose but LIFE.

SYSTEM COMMON SENSE is the mind abusing life

COMMON SENSE OF LIFE is life in application
SELF-HONEST COMMON SENSE is being and supporting life as all as one as equal of life

SYSTEM COMMON SENSE will place system support before life

SELF-HONEST COMMON SENSE does not need to state that life comes first – as all that is not of life is not accepted and allowed

SYSTEM COMMON SENSE: it is good to wait, waiting is wise

SELF-HONEST COMMON SENSE: it is not possible to wait, as life is here within and as the moment – thus i as who i am of life am here within and as the moment, thus waiting is self-dishonesty

Caring and Love vs. Realization and Practical Common Sense

caring is an action we participate in because it’s what we’re told is ‘good’
and ‘right’ and ‘ethical’ – we do it because we feel bad for someone ‘other’ than ourself

this is different from seeing that what exists on the earth is what we have created, and that it is actually ourselves that are experiencing the suffering –
so naturally you see that it must stop – so you go about doing what is practical to stop it

imagine you were blind and had always felt pain in your life but were not able to understand where the pain was coming from – you would then focus on the feelings which made you feel ‘good’ in order to dull the pain or try and forget about it.

then imagine that suddenly you could see! and you looked down and saw that you were standing on a field of sharp nails – ah ha! you would now see exactly and specifically where the pain was coming from – and it would be common sense to begin walking off of that field of sharp nails. and you would do everything in your power to walk away from that field of nails.

– what would not be common sense, would be to continue focusing on good feelings in the hope that the pain would go away.

so, as I see it, ‘caring’ takes place in the blindness of the mind.

practical correction of what we have allowed is possible when the ‘I’ is opened, when we realize for ourselves exactly what we have allowed and created in this world, and then we do what is practical to STOP it


Common Sense and Making Sense


Common sense, as how I understand it so far, is that which you see in an instant, which you cannot deny in self-honesty. There is no way around it, it stands absolute. It is that which you know that you’ve always known here as yourself, but didn’t want to recognize and see because of its implications/consequences. It is that which you see, when you go ‘ooooh, I seeeeee, of couuuuuurse, obviously, I knew that, why didn’t I see that before?’.

As you might have seen, I find it hard to ‘define’ common sense. What is common sense? And even more interesting to consider is : what is the difference of common sense to making sense ?

Let me write about the second one a bit. Making sense. How I have experienced this, is when you go and create an explanation, some kind of logical theory, a story to that which you are experiencing. In other words, is when you try to see, and then force yourself to see something, to be able to ‘place’ this experience within yourself, so you can ‘handle’ it. So, in this, it is some form of control – creating an explanation, logical theory, story to be able to ‘handle’ your experience, and without this, you can apparently not ‘handle’ it. I wonder, why am I putting “handle” between these things: ‘ ‘. It is funny, because if the experience is here within myself, then it is me, so, how can I not be able to handle myself? It is me. Then you’re actually saying that this experience of you is greater and bigger than you, how can this be? Only in separation. So, what I have experienced with this, is that I would try to ‘calm myself down’, to say it like that, in making my experience within me be understandable in a way. And then I would work with this understanding of my experience in self-forgiveness, instead of directly working with the experience itself. So, interestingly, it is a way to not have to face my experience of myself here, directly, immediately and instantaneously. Instead, I ‘disguise’ it in an understandable story and in this, hide it within me.

To give you an example of my personal experience, at a certain point I was faced with all kinds of emotions related to events of my past. I wrote the entire thing out, everything that I had experienced. But then later, I approached this story in a way of trying to make sense of what I had been experiencing, explaining to myself why certain things had occurred in a logical way. So, in se (basically), what I was doing, is analyze these experiences, like scientists do, in an objective way. I saw my story as something I had to investigate like a researcher, as something out there, separate from me. I made myself a nice explanation of everything, so I had an understanding/interpretation of what had happened and why. From there I started to apply self-forgiveness. It was quite ‘easy’, from the perspective that I didn’t have many reactions coming up, but I started having this painful headache on the level of my eyebrows and cheekbones. I got the suggestion to stop for a while and write about my experience in the very moment. I did that and I realized that what I had done, is, I had created a distance between me and my experiences in my story, so that I wouldn’t have to experience them again. I had looked at the story as something separate from me, as a way to protect myself, so that the story couldn’t touch me/hurt me. I took a breath and placed myself here, in my chest, instead of up there in my head. I took the story, and read the words as myself, one and equal. Immediately all these emotions and tears came up, quite overwhelming. Then I really saw, okay, that’s what I was trying to prevent from happening. But see, the emotions were still there, I hadn’t released anything. I continued with self-forgiveness, but this time I dared myself to see the emotions, reactions, experiences within myself as me here in the moment, and worked from there, no more as a separate experience of which I was trying to make sense of ‘there’.

An interesting difference is thus, directness, the directness of seeing immediately here. Common sense is seen directly here, in an instant. When you make sense out of something, it is only but a possible explanation, an option so to speak, that takes time to get ‘there’. Thus, making sense requires time, when common sense is here immediately as me. So, let’s take a look at this. What is self-honest? Can self-honesty exist in the seeing of only and merely an option/interpretation/opinion of past knowledge and information design of mind of what is here? Are you then really seeing? In making sense, there exist the opportunity and possibility to only see that which suits you the best – there is no such thing in seeing what is common sensical. When I say what suits you best, I don’t mean, what is best for you as all as one, but for you as an individual, as how you have defined yourself to be in relation to and trough your mind = enlightened self-interest.

Have a look for a moment at the words ‘making sense’, it is something that needs to be made, produced, through thinking. And when you have to make something, you’re stating that it is not yet here. How? Because you’ve separated yourself from it. Interesting to see, making sense involves thinking about a moment, and within that you trap yourself in time, when common sense is as self-expression, instant HERE.

In seeing directly, there is no escape, there is no excuse, there is no justification, there is no hiding – because you see what is here and you can not bend that into something that you would prefer seeing to protect your self-defined existence of and through the mind. Escape, excuses, justifications, hiding exist in making sense, because you can mold the explanation, logical theory, story to hide that which you fear seeing. When actually, it is in that which you fear, that an opportunity exists for you to realize yourself. It must be, that’s common sense lol. We resist going there, because we know it is an ‘exit’ from our self-defined existence of mind. The fear is there as a protection mechanism of the mind to protect its own existence, to prevent us from realizing ourselves as a moment of self-honest self-expression here – here which is one and equal as all, because that would be the end of the existence of our mind as we continue stopping resisting our fears and facing them in every moment. So, in making sense of something, you’re actually making sure that you can continue living the same self-dishonesty, because you’d create the situation/experience through making sense – to support your (my) (mine) self-definition of mind. You can still take a direction that will allow you to continue to exist as you are. So, you can ‘choose’ what you do and then apply yourself according to that ‘choice’. When in seeing directly, common sense, you see that there is only one solution, one direction, one option, and thus – no choice. So, here you have the illusion of choice revealed. Choice can only exist in self-dishonesty. And if no choice exists, no free will exists. Free will – to be free to will what you will, you as how you self-defined yourself of mind. And the mind runs as programs, where is choice in programs?

When you take a look at choices, when you for instance make the choice to take a certain direction that makes sense to you, instead of seeing directly and taking the only direction that is common sense. Who then is making that choice? Is it fear? If fear directs you, can you be free? The answer is no, because fear consumes you. If you make a choice in and as fear, it is fear that took you in a certain direction and not you HERE. When you take the choice to take a certain direction according to what makes sense to you – you designed an ‘illusion of choice’ through the construct of ‘making sense’. The direction that you take is thus according to an illusion, so obviously the direction in itself is an illusion. And thus, free will does not exist and then again, choice not either, because a choice wasn’t made, as you were directed by fear.

It’s interesting. I am a student at university and when you take a look at science, how it works, scientists actually do not know what is the truth. And they know they don’t know. They make sense out of things and then will accept a certain theory as the truth until it is proven to be false. The truth that is presented to us by science, is merely a summing up of interpretations of what is here. And yes, multiple interpretations exist, so multiple truths exist, but why then even bother in finding out the truth? And scientists know they cannot know the truth, yet people trust and accept science, and so we live in multiple interpretations of what is here, instead of living here. The only reason why science exists, is because we accept it to exist. And we accept science to operate this way, because we allow ourselves to operate in the same way as making sense out of situations, events, experiences, existence. And in turn, science will support us to continue as we are in making sense out of everything and so the cycle continues. Time to stop the cycle and where else is that possible than with and in self.

Because if not, all take the direction according to their interpretation of what is here, doing what is best for themselves as an individual. And within this, no-one is doing what is best for all as one as equal as self HERE. All is moving in different directions at the same time all the time. Is there then direction really? If all is moving in different directions at the same time, do we not stay exactly as we are? The world is a mess in rudderlessness, there is no steering, no direction, because there is no common sense practical living, self-directive principle here as all as one as equal. There is no direction, because direction is presented through an illusion of choice in which you’re being directed by an external force as fear for example. What is then directing? Certainly not you as self as here. So, give up the illusion of free will to do what is best for you, for it is not, you’re only making sure that everything stays exactly as it is. Apply common sense – in doing what is best for all, you’re automatically doing what is best for you.

A question as an example to consider: What is the common sense, of for instance karma where you go through lifetimes and lifetimes to apparently improve and purify, yet we do not see anything improving, there is only more shit and more anger and more frustration, because we are fucked up and this world is fucked up? Is this common sense? Or is this a theory as a way to make sense of this existence? Where is the story of karma an escape? It is in the acceptance of suffering of others, because ‘hey, they are being punished for a previous life. I do not have to take this being’s suffering into consideration, because I am not experiencing it.’ We obviously do not know who we were in our past lives. So, why accept this theory of ‘they experience it, so they deserve it’. What if they experience suffering, because you have been messing up in a previous life? Isn’t that perfectly possible as well? Still, we prefer to go with the theory that we deserve the life we live because of our application in our previous life. Now, if we take a look at what is here, here is the suffering of all. And I am here. Am I then not all as here? Am I then not the suffering of all as here? What am I then responsible for? Much more than my own individual life, isn’t it. Because if I accept and allow suffering in me, I accept and allow it in others and this world as me according to the principle of oneness and equality. And if I accept and allow suffering in others and this world as me, I accept it in and as me. If this continues, all that will exist is suffering – until we stop.

And, have a look, if you accept the theory of karma, when will we then see some improvement? It would imply that we have for thousands and thousands of years gone through lifetimes to ‘learn lessons’, but look at what is here. Obviously, we still have got loads of ‘lessons’ to learn, from the perspective of understanding/realizing what the fuck we’re doing to ourselves. But time is playing and running out and the suffering is growing. If you look at what is here, do you really think that in, say, 100 years, things will have become better? No. So, this karma stuff is not even practical. Practicality is common sense.

To continue on practicality, let’s take another example. There exist a theory in this world that one glorious day a guy named Jesus is coming back to earth to save us all. That’s a very nice theory. Yet, for thousands of years we have been waiting and waiting, suffering is growing and this earth is in the process of being destroyed. Would it be practical to wait some more? No, it’s not. There is no common sense in waiting for someone to come and save us in any way whatsoever. It’s another excuse to continue as we are doing, because apparently, it’s not our responsability, some saviour will come and clean our mess. Really? Come on.



Common Sense points about Organic Robotics


Each are programmed–

with several of the following














reading skills


social skills

sex skills

dishonesty skills

denial skills

personalities–several according to events,space and time

Food preference

In essence– all perceptions run according to programmes based on a send receive principle with a definition about it called self here in the physical

thus to really see what is here–one must become all beings that is here in fact–in programme as we are spread as the ONE in many parts

this is the key to see the physical

and in this self forgiveness –self honesty and eventually–when we are all beings in fact as the physical–COMMON SENSE

Take note – Some Common Sense

This world is Fucked up by man–this all with eyes that see direct can see–those that cannot–see through their minds and are MindFucked–a form of orgasmic delirium that is indicative to systemic induced meat called robots for short

Nature is being Abused by Man–the same as above applies

Animals are being Abused by Man–the same as above applies

Children are being Abused by Man–the same as above applies

This is PROVEN and SELF EVIDENT and BEYOND Discussion

To Hide from THESE TRUTHS–the only Truths we actually Have–man created Love as a picture–Spirituality as a pictured feeling and Party as an Emotional feeling

and so we go–till the last breath–unless we learn to breath as awareness

Common Sense Insights

Why make history if you do not learn from it.


When you act for something separate from you is when it’s not for self.


One tells his story to earn from it.

Why judge another of a believe, when he/she just believes but has no 100 percent proof, when you believe yourself?

Why eat animals when you don’t need to eat them?

Why keep on following same methods of “helping” when the problems just keep getting bigger and bigger?

Why give presents to a little baby who doesn’t even know wtf your doing?

We give to receive;
Like with children, give them toys so they may shut up and leave you at peace.

Knowledge is useless if it is not lived practically equally by all for all as one being –we may call this being existence or the universe.

Why justify suffering, fame, child abuse by just being lucky for your own happiness?

Why use the SECRET for wealth when Wealth is a Secret?

Why are we MEAN to find the MEANING to life?

What does it MEAN?–War?–Abuse? Dishonesty? Love?

What does it MEAN to be well MEANING?

Why be lazy when it just ‘breeds’ laziness?


Where there is suffering, love does not exist.


As I look within me, I find that:
I am the child abuser
I am the destroyer
I am the rapist
I am the murderer
I am the thief
I am the dishonest politician
I am the gutless soldier

How do I stop all this?
Responsibly being honest about the self.
Therefore, slowly within me, I become everyone and everything that exists.
When you get to heaven, what do plan an doing for infinity???
Why get sick if you do not learn from it

Why apply yourself in anything when it does not serve what is best for all (religion, beliefs, spirituality)

Why fret about shit when all it does is make you I’ll]

Why spend an entire life time worrying about your smallest move

Why cry over spilled milk

Why spend your time and energy on that which is not practical

Why cry for a God on a cloud when he is obviously not coming

Why allow animal abuse when obviously the animals as your equal does not appreciate the experience as much as you do


I am real. I exist. I am here.


If you don´t stop history, the history stops YOU


Why this world is not life?
Because common sense has become uncommon in this world
common sense should be common -but it isn´t
thus this world is not of life


If we listen to the judgment we speak
we will know where to start within self


The drop may know it is in the ocean

but seldom does it in know the ocean is in the drop/itself


All BeLIEfs are of the mind and is a program that we believed. So we lie to our self in any belief. So it is to unfold as we learn to BE and leave the LIE


Destiny not defined by
What you see
Gives You freedom just to BE


Only we are able to think ourselves to be who we think we are, how we think other people are and how we think events are. Our perception of our reality is created by what we individually think about


If I Am


You Are

What is the fu..ing problem?

We Are!


Existence knows no separation within and as itself – Thus all is ONE.


What is the fu..ing problem?


Woman and men who are married and have children keep saying to me: ‘Why do you look so young’. I say to them it is because I don’t have children and am not ‘married’. Then they sigh and say with regret and finality in their voices: ‘Yes children and marriage make you old.


What you think other people think of you holds you back not what other people think of you and then forget.


We live between the boundaries that we create ourselves in the first place and get confirmed by others so locking us in place like a puzzle piece


What is to BE equal … (at first sight / bare sight)??

All is, BEING, existing…
all ‘the’ BEINGs, exist, and that is equal to all as one manifesting this existence.

all the rest is the knowledge and information, connected by the mind to, all in existence. (separation)
all beings communicate between each other, as they are HERE, in existence, existing, as one. Beings are ONE.


Hate is like masturbating

its draining, it’s soothing at first, it leaves us sometimes feeling dirty, and some may say it’s fun, until we realise there’s a mess to be cleaned.

It up to each to clean their own, someone might slip.


Self abuse, fear, anxiety etc cannot be real because it is not who we are.


All illusions are to cease to exist and truth is to remain for eternity.


‘Be still, and know that I am god’

be still, and see what enslaves


What does this mean?

Practically creating the world as acceptable for all

This is the tested living model where each one will be able to participate as equal and one and experience their participation in bringing forth a new world.

How I apply practical forgiveness in every moment, is in my application of inner awareness in the moment before I act in outer awareness– so in my world I am known as the destroyer– because–once I am certain I am honest with me and what I am aware of my accepted expression and I have corrected me in my self expression, I will reveal the point in the other that requires correction to the point where their world will destruct– normally they are angry –but inevitably they return in forgiveness and understanding –this is how we enlighten the world through revelation of inner awareness as the outer expression of what we are aware of in every moment.

Have a look at how we have created our world – the outer me reflecting the inner me (from which we have hidden, which we have denied through shame of what we have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world as us and thus the reason why we have not actually stood up and have taken responsibility for ourselves: Shame of all that we are actually responsible for, which is the inner me that manifests the outer me as this world within which we experience ourselves) – thus in applying forgiveness in every moment, before acting or speaking, making sure I stand as self awareness as me and correct what is necessary within (which is that which had been the cause through acceptance and allowance by me to manifest what exist within me and my world that is not of who I really am) – our expression both within and as me and without and as the world will change – because it is me and I am responsible for me, both within and without! Only when honesty with me is proven as me, that I am honest with me in every moment as self expression of inner awareness: Am I able to directly ‘point out’ that which exist within others which is not of who they are within and without – I then have the ability to see this within others as me, because I am aware of them as me, I see directly because I see directly as me through self awareness as me as who I am. I live who I am through and as honesty and inner awareness/self awareness and thus I know who others are as me and I will not accept and allow anything less than who they are as me. Because I know how and what their current image and likeness is accepting and allowing within themselves and this world, which is not who they are and thus the world will reflect that which is not who they are – I am responsible for them as me, in every moment I see that I or those around me are accepting and allowing within, reflected in this world, that which is not of who we are. Thus–I take responsibility for the moments in my world I participate in without compromise or justification or making it better than what it really is. I thus trust only my honesty with myself as self corrected and make sure I am self corrected through the actual forgiveness and correction–If I did not do the forgiveness, I will fall – If I did do the forgiveness I will understand that the being did not change immediately, but went through a process of realization as self that in a way excluded me, yet is me as the being is me. My input thus is the catalyst and the Structural Resonance as I am Presence will direct to the point of AHA–I see what I do–This cycle take from days to 2 years per event–so be patient–yet assertive and firm in your standing–Trusting self forgiveness and corrective application in your own world experience–inner to reflect outer. You will not immediately experience a change in your world through forgiveness–only a relieve–a moment of peace — then more conflict as you start to face yourself.

Many will react in many ways as I stand and not accept and allow anything less than who they are as me – through fear of facing self through self honesty because this will mean that the shame of self will have to be faced of that which have been accepted and allowed within and as self to manifest in this world as self and that we’ve never actually stood up within and as self awareness and self honesty in every moment and take responsibility for that which we have accepted and allowed within self and this world as self but instead cowered away in shame: This is but the process to realising honesty with self, which is self honesty through self awareness: Self aware of self, self honesty with self, self responsibility with self – the one and only relationship/agreement that exist within existence as me.

This world as it exist, us how we exist – the inner expression and outer expression have been created through many moments for eons of time. Thus self awareness is required in every moment to no longer continue with the moments of expression we have accepted and allowed that is not of who we are, with forgiveness we correct such moments within ourselves, with self honesty we correct such moments within ourselves, before we express – then we express through and as self awareness.

So= Strange–Forgiveness in full circle

So Step by Step

1. I see life as a moment– a moment is not time , but the point that change my experience in a moment to the point that the moment change again– Between this beginning and end of the moment– I look at my inner reactions and movements– I may have only one breath like in a conversation or many when I am more observer–

A moment not equated to time. I’d describe a moment as follows: Sitting alone within the living room and someone walks in, would be the beginning of the moment. The end of this particular moment would be when either one of you stands up and walks out. Within and during the moment the application of breathing becomes the expression of you as follows: The in breath and out breath and the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath. Within the in breath I observe my inner awareness, during the moment in between the in breath and out breath exist an infinite moment, and within the out breath I express my inner awareness as outer expression: This moment, from the in breath, to the infinite moment in between, to the out breath – occurs with every breath from the beginning to the end of the entire moment as my inner awareness is expressed as me within my outer expression as one. The beginning and the end as one moment with the in breath, the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and then the out breath. And so you continue throughout the moment into the next moment, the next moment when you’re alone once again within the living room is the following moment after the moment you experienced with the being in the living room with you.

The breath application within and as the moment work as follows: Four (4) counts in breath, four (4) counts infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and then four (4) counts out breath…and so you continue.

2. In the in breath I observe me inner self– honest to the utmost– I found that if I am not honest–I will be ashamed Later– In the moment before the in breath and the out breath– “Time” stand still and in that infinite moment (I practiced this infinite moment in-between breath by challenging myself to see the essence of the common sense that is best for all in the moment. That means: I look at the practical way each participant in the moment’s life will continue if I don’t interfere and whether I would be grateful at the end of time that someone had the courage to challenge my ego and belief systems when I was lost. And then I express myself as the challenge and interference in the beings life, taking responsibility upon myself to direct the moment to the benefit of the greatest self expression inevitably.) — the outcomes of my participation is measured to obtain maximum impact no matter what–obviously only as words– this same application was applied in the directive principles that changed the dimensions in one moment–This is the point f access that cannot be thought out or come from knowledge and access will only come through much effective honest self reflection and proven application within the infinite moment in between breaths–no more access will be gained than what is proven to be understood as life in the infinite moment with full awareness and understanding. Thus , here no-one give access and it cannot be forced or prayed or meditated upon–it is gained through proven effective self expression and participation in the current allowed reality focusing on stopping what is here to allow that which is life within to step forth to be directed by self as proof as Creator, Created and Creation and the responsibility that goes with this–This is the dominion of Man and why Earth is the “secret” of existence and why all creative Will is directed from earth in existence and why all creation became trapped around earth due to the abuse of self expression. This had to happen to understand oneness and equality and bring forth a model where all will walk as one–either on earth or after death–so–no-one will hold any captive with fear or with knowledge – death is the equalizer where self refuse to go in self forgiveness and correction for all as one.

So from the in breath I observe me, inner self, and in the moment before the in breath and out breath within the infinite moment I observe all participants as me included. And within the observation I see direct where it is necessary to act or speak to direct those as me to self realisation/ self honesty in revealing points that is not of who they are, and within the out breath I express me, inner self, inner awareness of all that surrounds me and I act and speak appropriately where necessary: The expression of me not accepting or allowing anything less that who the participants are as me.
Observe: In the breath alone, you are trapped in consciousness, as the breath alone you are trapped in consciousness. It is in the moment in between the in breath and the out breath that you are free, it is in the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath that you are free. That freedom expands and expounds as we become more specific in our understanding to let go of what we have allowed to be the Illusion we call creation–yet as a training model–the illusion is great and effective — So–doesn’t help to fight or scream or manipulate–this is done –This is the last life for each on earth as consciousness–sadly for those refusing to apply forgiveness–all that will happen is that you will be last to realize your responsibility to yourself as all as one as equal–so–we will be equal to our application

3. Obviously if I found a movement or emotion or feeling of reaction like anger in me because of the other beings participation– I apply forgiveness and do the correction in myself into infinity in the infinite moment between the in breath and the out breath

Self first: This is important. It is first to correct self awareness, inner awareness of self through applying necessary self forgiveness before directly speaking or assisting those that participate in a particular moment in effectively and appropriately directing them as you by not accepting and allowing anything less that who they are as you.
It starts with self: In moments of not accepting and allowing anything less than who I am through breathing application and expression, making sure I stand clear within self honesty and self awareness and self responsibility through breathing application and expression, I won’t accept or allow anything less from who those are around me as me.
Honesty with self first, self responsibility first, before honesty with self within others as self is ‘pointed out’ and revealed in realising self responsibility towards others who are participating in a particular moment. I always assist the being I am opening to self revelation by doing forgiveness allowed with them–very effective with children–example–say to the person or child–repeat after me allowed–I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see that the inner conflict in me is the inner conflict in all other beings on earth as well. I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to belief that my conflicts are unique and that I am alone. I understand that I am alone in my inner honesty, because I must prove me to life to be birthed as life from systems–etc–this requires practice and to ask questions will assist.

I imagine the fear–we all have to give up consciousness and what we believed was important–so we all will understand our fears and the fears of others–thus–important to not use the fear of your own giving up by saying it cannot work, because others will not believe–then you trap yourself– Focus on self first and test this out–or you may stand after death having to face the truth about your essence of fear not yet transcended–not a recommended option and there is no judgment on what method you apply–now or after death–either way you only face yourself and in that you and each are alone

Self first – First making absolutely sure within the in breath, the infinite moment in between the in breath and the out breath and the out breath that I am absolutely completely clear from all that I am not within a particular moment. Inner awareness, self honesty and self responsibility must stand as me as who I am to be able to ‘point out’ and reveal within those that participate within a particular moment that which they are not. Thus I must make sure I stand absolutely clear within me as me of all that I am not, not accepting anything less than who I am, to be able to do the same within those that participate within a particular moment.

4. Obviously– I have through practicing this multiple times focused on my correction with forgiveness– established a level of trust in my corrective action and thus trust that I act as all as one as equal in the moment–In other words–because of my own honesty with self in understanding self correction and oneness in expression and equality in responsibility– I trust me to do what is necessary to assist in revelation and practical example– I cannot save another or fix another–I can only reveal self-deception and only once I have proved that I have corrected self-deception in me. This is proved through dimensional access–no honesty–no direct access–no proof that all as one is who you are–no access–just mind jobs and pictures–just snippets of uncertainty–yet where honesty has been infinitely proven–full access–hearing and seeing just like you and me in 3d–conversations -like dimensions and earth is one will become your reality experience–this is the guide for each on earth–all will see dimensions and communicate dimensions equally – as we do in 3d–the key–self correction and self realization and with effective application–quite possible for anyone any where

Here remember–access is according to the extend of self expression–no- one gain more than what is taken responsibility for as all as one–so no-one can actually harm another–only systems harm systems and death is only the death of systems.

5. Correction of self deception means to find a solution onto infinity in every moment– That seems odd, but look– The I am only exist in the moment and not in the mind or thinking– so The I am of me will show me what to do in the moment if I have proved my honesty to me and proved that I will act in the interest of ultimate oneness and equality — NO MATTER WHAT

6. This means that the answer cannot be planned or prepared–I must be prepared thus aware and in that awareness — self-directed– thus I must trust me that I will not abuse my awareness to get my way or my will, but will do the GREATER will– This is where power is–if one can call this power– Power is greatly misunderstood

Within the expression of self through the out breath – the outer expression of self is unpredictable – self expression is unpredictable as it’s not equated to memory, as it’s not equated to thought, emotions and feelings as a reactive behaviour. Outer self expression as one with inner awareness as self – is unpredictable and it is within and as unpredictability where self trust exist. Yet this unpredictable self expression is where the words spoken together with actions necessary to be taken in the moment is one – and is done within and as equality and oneness for what is best for all as one as equal. Thus, in unpredictable self expression, trust exist from the principle that I will speak and do in this moment what is best for all as one as equal – as each human being represents existence as all as one as equal.

7. Now in the in breath I assessed myself and what I became aware of– in the point in-between I tested me into infinity–In the out breath I participate in trust and let the words flow– no thinking– this is then the I am that speaks–we are all this I am , but this I am never speaks– the mind speaks– this is the calamity of Man.

It is here within and as unpredictable self expression, as the outer expression of inner awareness as self with the out breath – that the I am speaks and expresses as all as one as equal – appropriately, what is best for all as one as equal. Here the I am speak in sound as sound and your words become infinite expansive sound where you see all the various ways your words will flow through existence–this is truly amazing–but impossible for systems or the mind to experience

How do we know it is the I am speaking–the mind is silence–as long as the mind thinks or pictures of something greater exist–the I am will not speak–see the 10 Commitments in Baird Spaldings books – a few adjustments necessary–but the Amalgamation expressed there happens only through honesty and self forgiveness as an inner process that each must do individually and that no-one will be able to do for another–those that wait for another -will experience the fate of the one they wait for–to show that -our example of discipline with self honesty and self forgiveness no matter what the challenge–will manifest–this is certain

See how humanity is being forced to speak out with world events having little or no effect– because they have not yet done this process of self-awareness at an inner level of practicality– thus– great calamity must now manifest–not necessary if we get our asses in gear with revelation in the moment and forgiveness and self correction

The process of self revelation as movement of self, instead of the culminating of effects within the world which we caused through no self awareness, no self responsibility and no self honesty – reaching calamity which will only then cause self revelation and self movement for us.

I have been living like this for years, but to place it in practical words took a while.

Look in this model of practical living — no God is required, no Master is required , no ascension to send your ass to some better place–the best place is self, here- as Self Mastery. No religion is required but honesty with self. No wisdom is required but awareness in the moment. No honey words is required because you are the bee that collect the pollen in awareness in the moment as the moment flower – knowing that honey will be produced from it. This is the food of life.

Practical breathing thus is–constand–practise
4 counts in 4 counts infinite 4 counts out – repeat

No-one will come to prove you but yourself–this is certain and only self will proof self to self–this is equality and oneness in practical expression


Equality in Matter

Equality implies all are equal in all ways – implies all are one and the same in essence, in source, in manifestation, in ability, in knowledge, in awareness, in expression, in value. However, this does not mean that individuality does not exist within Equality. It means that all Beings Live Equally – all beings have Equal access to life – because all beings ARE Life. Life is Life – there is only One LIFE. That is the Life that is within all things.
The Life within me is the source of me – The Life within me IS ME.
And yet I am Here with other beings – Here in the same place, the same reality, the same existence, the same world. Therefore the statement: ‘The Life within me is the source of me – The Life within me IS ME’ – is the same for all beings HERE.

If all are Life – then common sense is that what is the best for Me as Life is one and the same as what is best for All beings as Life that are Here – as I am Here.

If there is one being that says – ‘I am separate from the others – I want what I want, I want what is best for Me, apart from the rest and I do not want to consider everyone else as my equal within what I want’ – that implies that who that being is does not exist as Life – and yet common sense is that that being is not actually separate from the rest, not actually separate from Life – because that being is still Here – the source of that Being is still Life.
This being wants to believe that his Source is different from the Source of all other beings. This being wants to believe that he exists in his own reality. And yet common sense is that since this being exists HERE with everyone else in THIS reality – he does not, and cannot ever exist in his OWN reality. This being is HERE like everyone else, and has come from the same Source – the same Life – and therefore within his statement: ‘I want what I want and I do not want to consider anything or anyone else’, exists in Spitefulness of the rest, and in Spitefulness of himself – because the Life in all the others is the same Life that is in him – yet he does not want to see that.

This being exists AS conflict – this being’s existence can only exist AS conflict. For this being to experience himself as ‘separate’ from the rest – the reality in which he experiences himself must exist as conflict, must exist IN conflict at all times – because the nature of his desire to not consider everyone else as Life as Equal to himself implies that he is trying to ‘break’ away from the rest – and yet he can never do this because the very source by which he exists – is the same source by which all the rest exist.

When this World is viewed with common sense – it is seen that the current nature of this world, the current nature of all beings Here in this ONE reality – is CONFLICT.
Each being wants what is best for themselves – without considering what is the best for All others Equally AS themselves, AS Life.
Each being only considers what is best for themselves within their ‘own reality’ – with their ‘own reality’ actually existing as a point of Conflict. All beings exist in conflict with each other. There is a perceived ‘peace’ that is experienced, a perceived ‘equality’ that is experienced, within the experience of being ‘connected’ with someone through points of Relationship. However, the existence of ‘point of relationships’ implies that there also exist ‘points of non-relationship’ – which are actually points of Conflict.

When will conflict end? Conflict will end when all Realize that we are all HERE Equally and as One from the same source which is Life. In realizing this, it is seen that what is best for me as Life in this One Reality – is what is best for All HERE. Within this realization it is seen that all ‘personal’ realities – all realities which I perceive to be ‘my own’ – have never actually been real and will inevitably END – because all ‘personal’ realities – all realities that are ‘my own’ actually exist as the attempt to Break away, to Separate myself from the rest so that I can have my own reality in which I do not have to consider everyone else here Equally as Myself as Life.
All personal realities are Points – points that exist in relationship to other points – that which is ‘my own’ is a Point – a point that exists in relationship to other points of ‘my own’ experienced by other beings.
Life however, is not a Point – Life is just HERE and has always been HERE.
Therefore, to end conflict – Who we are as beings must stop existing as Points in Relationship to each other within perceived ‘separate’ realities.
When it is realized that We are all One and Equal and the Same as Life – then all Points of relationship End – and Self as Life remains – Here.

How do we ensure that conflict never again exists in any form whatsoever?
We STOP existing as who we have always existed as within and as Points of relationship.
We SEE that what is best for everyone as Life, Here – is what is best for Me Here. We SEE that what has value – is Life. When conflicting values end – there is no need to preserve, maintain, hold onto, defend or fight for anything – and there is never anything to lose – Because when everyone exists Here as Life Equally – there exists only Life Living, and Life Expressing. There exists only Simplicity. There exists only Freedom – but not Freedom as a point experienced in relationship to Limitation, no. Freedom as Life – Freedom as Equality. Freedom as the Living Certainty that no abuse or conflict is possible to exist in any form whatsoever because all that exists is Life – everywhere and as everyone. Limitation only exists when a Being exists as a point in relationship to other points – implying points of non-relationship, or Conflict. Thus there is always something or someone conflicting with the Being’s ‘own reality’, and the being will always strive for ‘Freedom’ as the experience of being in complete control of all points of ‘my existence’. But this is not freedom, it is simply a state of control – and control must be maintained. And even if the being achieves total control over all points – the nature of his reality still only exists as Conflict – because he is not seeing and realizing that the source of all points under his control – is actually Life, and that the source of he himself is Life.
Therefore, for actual Freedom to exist – all points that exist in conflict with Life – all points of Self Interest as ‘what is best for me without considering all Equally as Myself as Life’ – must End forever. So that only Life remains, and the desire and need to control ceases to exist forever.

Each one of us the the KEY to Equality. Each one of us is the Key to Actual Freedom. Each one of us is the Key to Life.
Each one of us is Here – and each one of us can See within ourselves, what of ourselves exists in conflict with another. Each one of us can End all points of Conflict within ourselves. In this World as it exists, this implies standing Equal with All that is Here. All Beings, All Animals, All Nature – because it is seen that the Source of All that is Here is Life.

I look at my hands. My hands exist as formed Matter. Matter is this Physical Reality. The Source of this Physical Reality of Matter is Life – because all that Lives, all that exists in this World, is born and formed from Physical Matter.
All exist Equally and the same as Matter. And with our hands, we move and form this Physical Reality of Matter. The events and experiences that this World consists of, are the outflow of what we do with our hands in Matter.
At the moment, that which directs us in Matter, that which determines what we do in Matter – is ‘who we are’ within our minds, ‘who we are’ as a Point in Relationship to all other beings Here, a Point in relationship to this Physical Reality that is Here.
Each of us is attempting to CONTROL what is Here as Matter, to CONFORM to ‘our own’ Reality – when in fact, we do not actually have ‘our own’ Reality at all. We are in Conflict with Matter, in conflict with each other, experiencing ourselves and existing as Points of Conflict.
How can we make this Reality of Matter a Reality in which Life is Free in Fact? Stop existing as a point of conflict, stop existing as a point in Relationship to everything and everyone that is Here – because in this, all Control ceases to exist. In this, one stands Equal and One with all that is Here in Matter. In this, one Becomes Matter and Directs Self As Matter – Self as Reality – Self as Life. Within this, Self is Directing, Living and Expressing Self As Matter As Life within the consideration of what is Best for All that is HERE. Self no longer desires control over any point – because Self exists AS all points. Self as the being has Amalgamated everything that is Here within dissolving all points that exist in conflict and relationship and perceived separation from Life – from the ONE Source of all that is Here in Matter.
Within Self Amalgamating as all points of what is Here in Matter, Self now exists as Life – Self exists, lives, expresses as the source of all that is Here in Matter. Self is Here as Life within and as Matter as this Physical Reality. And this Physical Reality of Matter is that which Remains Here in death. Therefore, Self is now always Here and does not actually die.
Death only exists as the death of that which existed in separation and conflict. If ‘who a being is’ exists as a point that exists in relationship to what is Here, a point that exists within the polarity of Relationship and Conflict to other Points, to other beings, then that being exists within an illusion of separation and is in conflict with its source, which is the same source as all and everything that is Here. Such a being has a beginning and an end.
The Being that has Amalgamated with all that is Here in Matter, no longer exists as a point in relationship to anything, no longer exists as conflict, and thus no longer has a beginning and an end. Such a Being exists simply as Life.

What Matters is what I do with my hands in Matter. In considering what determines how I move in Matter, I can see whether ‘who I am’ is Here in this Reality, considering what is best for All Here in Matter – or whether ‘who I am’ exists in an Alternate, non-physical reality where I am considering what is best for ‘me’ in ‘my own’ reality and attempting to CONTROL what is Here for the benefit of only ‘my own’ reality.
Within this consideration I can see whether ‘who I am’ is a point of conflict with a beginning and an end – in which case ‘who I am’ will cease to exist in death, or whether ‘who I am’ is Here, Existing, Living, Expressing, taking Self Responsibility within what I See is the best for All Here in Matter as Myself, as Life.

Matter is the Key to Freedom. Matter is the Key to Eternal Life. Matter Frees Man.